Subject: Lost Love
Content: "An older poem that I wrote some time ago and it's kind of lengthy" Never knew our love would come to this Stuck in a state of bliss As I reminisce on the times we spent The days that I’ll surely miss You were there without hesitation Fixed my situation In admiration I found that you were my inspiration and motivation And even in the midst of all my criticism You were the one who helped strengthen my optimism There when I was vulnerable under the influence of superiority When my mind was suffering drowning by inferiority Incapable of displaying my genuine feelings You taught me how and gave me spiritual healing Illusive hopes only to might never find you Evidently You are intrinsic to me You are intrinsic to me At first I was stubborn and struck with bewilderment Couldn’t get over the fact of your abandonment Truth be told I know you were tired of life’s trials Miles and files and piles of our love’s denials No one approved the age difference of our commitment Even when we didn’t ask for someone’s arbitrement We faced the truth and we knew it would be hard for us to go through But you gave up on me when I didn’t give up on you What happened I know we both wanted to chase our passions We used to have music You used to love the sound of your acoustic And oh the pleasing and harmonious sounds The inspirational words that came from your mouth I know you could feel the soulful connection You were just too busy focusing on circumspection And the results of all your exclusions Just left me with more wounds and confusion And so I sat there filled with desperation And so I sat there filled with desperation Trying to save myself from frustration Blind folded walking the line searching for serenity Knowing that we may not ever reach amenity It’s so unexpected how you just appeared You appeared just as quick as you disappeared Just as quick as I started to persevere Our encounters for you I started to fear Scared to fall again scared to fall for your words Cause last time you left with a piece of my heart two thirds But this time you seem different, there’s something I can’t grasp You’re taller, you dress differently, and you speak with a rasp When we spoke I didn’t feel that connection like I did before And your intentions I tried to ignore But now I can see past the ocean and on to the shore I’ve found that my feelings for you aren’t the same anymore So again I’m on my heart’s chase once more So again I’m on my heart’s chase once more Not promptly just pacing steadily to the core For that’s where my emotions alter right inside They shift, jerk, and lead me on a ride I just proceed where they take me I follow Not knowing where I’ll be tomorrow Just grateful to be away from such sorrow Away from the walls being so hollow So now I just drift and follow my way of life Finding peace and harmony while holding a mike I’ll admit I look back a couple of times it’s not easy But then I’d look in a mirror and acknowledge what’s beneath me He was my first love and I know I’ll always have love for him Because meeting someone like that, chances are slim
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