we were supposed to be friends
the best to ever be
i've supported you alll your life
and you've so
so so
many times turned your back on me
when i needed you
you put me off on other people
that you didn't know
didn't think
didn't care
if they would abuse
or mistreat me
but when i'm broken down
cracked from top to bottom
you're the one
that feels bad
that wants the pity party
hoping that someone else
will do what you should've done
and repaired me
as good as new
how many more times
do you expect me
to be here for you
when you can't watch my back
hold me down
make sure i'm not
stepped on
damaged
or even just pocketted
until times are hard
or your new friends are bored
so i'm leaving
on the first thing smoking
hopefully to find a home
of my own
to be held
cherished
and cared for
this is my final goodbye
until you do right
not just in the end
but from the start

signed
a homeless heart.....