I look N2 UR eyes & I C the future ahead.
I cloud my thoughts with negativity Nstead.
Y I do, I do not know.
MayB because I've been hurt so many times B4.
U assure me time after time.
But some1 else has already used a few of those lines.
So, please, do not get agitated when I sigh in disbelief.
Trust me, Baby, it's not U it's me.
I know U mean well & my best Nterest is @ UR heart.
I'm jus having a hard time tryN 2 pull the 2 apart.
Bad & Good; Lies & Truth;
Honor & Betrayal; Past Relationships & U.
My mind is boggled everyday.
I'm soar afriad I'll push U away.
There R a few days I've mastered 4getfulness.
Then there R those days, of me, it gets the best.
The good thing is I'm satisfied & content.
It's just those memories that's hard 2 deal with.
I've always heard it that love is blind.
I put my hand N UR hand & open it's eyes.
