Missin my PaPI

Do I ever cross your mind anytime?
I don't think Brian could've said it any better.
I lay in my bed every night
wondering
wishing
hoping
praying
that I do
be a Thought
that R
        U
     N
        S
accross your Head
Lyin in my bed
with visions
us together
in LOVE
making LOVE
sharing LOVE
& building LOVE
in a form of a child.
Lyin in my bed
wondering if my voice
is in ur head.
I can hear your
deep rusty laugh
the way you would mmmmoan
when i cal you "Papi"
"It is what it is"
was all i hear
Can still remember our last convo
you telling me to
"Don't worry mama"
"Do what u do in a day"
to say i was sad
when the phone cut us off
would be an understatement
as the slow
 r
o
  l
l
  i
n
  g
dropz of salty water
came out my EyEZ
My heart Ached
knowin that mayBe
the last time
I would hear
your voice
5 months later
the pain is still there
just growin DEePer
makin the Hole
bigGer in my HearT
folkz say
"Let it Go"
"He's Gone, till Next year"
"Don't wait on him, cause he wouldn't wait on you"
Although they maybe true
but my heart tells me different.
So i'm gonna continue to
wait for u
until otherwise.
I Love U PaPI.
I Miss U!

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