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The Truth Behind My Eyes
Posted On 09/17/08 @ 09:29 PM by Pineapplez
I cry more than I smile

But nobody really knows

I mastered how to hide

What goes on inside.

But this time it's too much to take

The damn behind my eyes breaks

And the tears come rushing down my eyes

Like water over
the falls

Emotions push with enormous force

And break thru walls as sadness appears on my face

Worry defeats my strength

As I wonder why I am here

In this set of emotions, so complex,

its vexing full of second-guessing

forever questioning if you want me,

well do you?

Let me know because right now

You hold the key to improve my mood

I'm tired of making excuses

I'm tired of feeling useless

Tired but yet so scared

Of not knowing what to do

The first one you forget

And the last one you remember

Well that's how I feel

That's what u give

Leaves me to wonder what it is

That I am doing wrong

And how long will it take for

Me to decide which side of

My mind, my heart, my soul will win

And only then when the 3 come in agreement

Will I truly be will I truly see

What destiny has in store. Because I don't

Wanna fail, but I can't try alone

I don't wanna jus let it go

Especially if this is just an obstacle

I am meant to go thru

Which just brings me to the million dollar question:

What do I do?

Nicole K.

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10/18/08 @ 12:29 AM
Excellent piece, so much emotion. I see the truth behind your eyes and I feel your pain. You flow so effortlessly with grace and style. I can see you give yourself completely to your man, he is a lucky guy.

Dirtywork54




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