Abuse Abuser

Once upon a time I felt the beauty of an entangled existence
As another body coated my soul
With the sweat of true acceptance

It soaked into my needy pores
Disease infected through its absorption
Constantly intoxicated by new found spirituality

I was your Princess
And you Sir

WERE MY PRINCE

The angel that saved you from a life of falsity
Where there had been dark
G-d said
"Let there be light"

Your skin pressed against mine in a seemingly everlasting embrace

The drops of adoration I so desperately desired
Slowly become diluted
Mixed with chemicals of sedation
That put my mind into a comatose state of surrender
Digesting each piece of my reality
Replacing it with the guilt, fear and depression of addiction

Surviving for the rare samples of my short lived highs
From which withdrawal always ensued
At times seemingly fatal

Still I felt the strength of legs entangle
The grip of your need to demean me
To suffocate my G-D given right to the pursuit of happiness

Yet, I required my fix

I found myself at rock bottom
Licking anything that even resembled a glimpse of awe
Off a floor filthy with belittlement

Recovering now
My limbs roam naked
Always they shall yearn
For the drops of Jupiter they once tasted

Tags: Audrey Michelle Spoken Word Artist Poet Author Vanity

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