Even though I’ve told u differently my emotions never lie
Its something seriously different about the way you make me feel inside
I think of cool sunrays on just kissed cheeks
Shivering hands after special moments reached
And even before that
the way my ears would become alert as you begin to speak
The security of your embrace
Your insatiable appetite for me
not physically
but for only me
The way you care is the very thing that makes dreams sweet
Its weird to me how I can feel so strongly and try to hide it
As if it was wrong
I remember the same night that I couldn’t figure out what went wrong
I thought I was giving you everything important to me but it wasn’t enough
And still I feel the need to apologize for the termination of us
My wants and longing for a future with you is almost stronger than my pride
Almost
So I tell truth inside black and white where only my image can hide
I liken your stride
In out of my life to an ocean wave at low tide
Gentle and soothing onto hesitant toes but the same way the water flows in
Outward again it must go
And thus you leave me without never really having left
So I hang on to the few sprinkles of you that I have left and the outcome like air drying skin eventually I become a little cold and make that path once traveled slightly harder for the next one to go
But still you remind me of what love should be
You are the very thing that makes dreams sweet
