I remember how much you said you wanted me

When I no longer wanted anything to do with you

Now the tables have turned and I so badly want to have you

Being apart has given me time and now my heart grows fonder

Where are you now the one who wanted me back 

Now that we can see this thing from another view

You say you never wanted to part, but through the papers you broke it off

You keep me dangling like a puppet on a string

I come back, you don't see a thing

In me there is love, my heart has been bared

Now you tell me your emotions are scared

I find myself question why?

You answer it's me, but you ignore how I cried, how I dropped to my knees

But I'll love you until the day that I die

Eighteen years have cracked and broke

My emotions are so full

I'm left feeling like I could just choke

My air supply is fading fast

You duck, you hide, you even tell me lies

Oh where is your pride

You know I still love you deep down inside, but

You give me false hope

Your belief in me is gone

So I will go as softly as I came that spring day

And though you don't notice

I will deal with the pain.....but right now I am numb.