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Tonight my body found
What if for so long was deprived
An encounter that transcends that i already know
Allowing me to come alive.
Tonight i understood your choice
Why with her, you still had to have me
Now I am with him
And chose you with out hesitation, willingly.
Tonight i missed you
And welcomed you with great joy
I tried for that sake of all else
To keep it cool, but you knew i was coy.
Tonight i will put it all on the line
Sacraficing what i worked so hard for
But every thrust is worth each moment of devastation
Because you keep me wanting more.
Tonight i realized the sensual truth
That you have conquered my body like none other
because you’ve studied me for years
Such a patient and worth advisary, my beautiful lover.
Tonight our entanglement hit an all time high
I tasted you, a flavor innocent to my mind
The taste of your lips, texture of your tongue
The knowledge and experience you have, in another i’ll never find,
A man that will push my body to it’s peak
Controlling my too and from
Holding my orgasm captive in your posession
Telling me to submit, defeat and allow your work to be done.
My body’s still made to your fit
Shoes the man i love could never fill
Because you’ve learned and mastered me like a pro
Working on this love affair for years and here we are still...
Things are as they were
None the more and definitely none the less
We’ve both grown and developed in our sexual liason
Tossing caution to the wind forgetting all the rest.
I can’t let go
And neither will you
Even if this hurts our counter parts
There’s nothing we can do.

Sexually my appetite can not be denied
Pushing your body to it’s limits
Just so when we’re entertwined
Our Bodies are truly satisfied.
I love the structure of your body
Loving more how you taste
However after sampling the in’s and out’s of you
My mind is in a melancholy state.
Because i’m a woman
sexually liberated in my own right
But after sex with you
I’m shamed guilted and embarrassed
For doing with you what i like.
I’m open sexually
But only when i’m with you
I’m an aggressive black woman
But i couldn’t look you in your eyes
After we were through.
I never recieve
Full reciprocation
During our sexual recreation
Because when i’m delighting myself in your body
I always use my imagination.
Cheap and used just to name a few
’Cause after our recent soul session
I’m seeing you through eyes anew.
Some how i feel indifferent
Almost like something’s changed
I know it’s not you it’s me
To embarrassesd to be the same.

Why promise
If you promise to lie
Why tell me "wipe your tears"
If  you continue to make me cry?
Why should there be an "us"
When you act like "us" is only you
Why don’t you think another will don’t what you won’t
Because there’s always someone willing to fill your shoes.
It seems that i’ve gotten what i wanted
But what i wanted isn’t what i recieved
You keep takin and taking all of me
Giving back less than half, hell and for that you may as well leave.
I guess you haven’t realized
Your superwoman? I am not
A relationship is give and take
Compromise and sacrafice with out that what’ve you got?
Nothing! A dead end street.
With no hope, no possibility
Tryin to remember why you got into that damn relationship
And comitted to it faithfully.
Fuck bein stress free
I...I...I
Still no we!
I told you i wasn’t happy and happy is what i need to be
You said "if you don’t like it, change it."
So let’s make "us" simply
You and me
Living life together seperately.
Good bye is never easy
Especially when it’s said to love
If need be, i’d rather shut that door
Than stay with you, just because.
So you need to re-evaluate
Where you want "us" to go
Shit i’ve loved and lost
That’s not something i don’t already know.
I want it to work with you
But i need you to step up to the plate
Cause one day I am not going to be here for you
But by then
"US" will be too late!