I'd welcome death 2day

All my pain and sorrow would ust all go away

"You don't understand,"yeah that's what i keep repeatin

And they never seem 2 get it and they prbably never will

But it's up 2 me to find my own destiny

Let no one else get close 2 me

Cuz on my heart there is a seal

I'd welcome death 2day

Everyday is a silent sigh

You still don't hear me???

It's a silent cry

A desperate cry

You don't even know what's inside

You have no idea what it's like 2 live like me

Try and walk in my shoes,

Bet you wouldn't even make it a block

Day after day

I welcome death,

It never comes

So i just sit and stare at the clock

Waitin 4 my time 2 come so i can just leave this earth

I would so welcome death 2day

My heart iz the definition of hurt

I love you i'm sorry

That's exactly what you sat

But it no longer matters cuz

I had welcomed death 2 day

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Tired of waitin 4 you 2 come on

Tired of singin this same old song

Don't play games with me cuz trust

I'm no toy

You say that your man but

Your nothing less than a boy

How bout you grow up and act your own age

You must think that i'll never move on

Like you have my heart in a cage

Boy please

Believe what chu wanna

I can't stop you from what chu wanna say

You say you loved me

Yeah "I know"

You was fakin

But now i can see that your nothing less than

A figment of my imagination

But sadly this is all 2 real

Nigga you can kikk rocks... yea u kno tha deal

I got so tired of waitin till i left

Voicemails,apologies

"Oh I'm sorry i can't hear you" 2 your voice

I think I'm temporarily deaf

I got tired of singin that whack ass song

NEWS FLASH SWEETIE

I already moved on

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Once again
I drown in a pool of my own tears,

I'm all cried out...Well that's what I want to be

As you smile in my face your the last person I'd want to see

Made nuthin' outta sumthin' and
sumthin' outta nuthin'

I mean like it past me so fast I couldn't really catch it

But then all of a sudden you flipped the script and

script the flick

Like my life was a movie

(a) Drama,action,comedy,
but none of this was funny to me.

I wanna let it go, But sumthin's not lettin' me
But whatever it is, I hold it close and dear to me

As I try to walk away they're taunting
They're taunting cuz I'm flaunting

Jealousy...Well that may be

But as I build myself up and I do it right, no one can tear me down weather it's day or night

That pool in the first place was never really there ,it as just a metaphor for all my despair

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I'm sittin here thinkin bout me+jus you

I'll be ya girl + U can be mah boo

But now were on the subject

I'm a little confused

Should i speak or stay quiet

I don't know what 2 choose

Your real,real quiet

and i'm super fuckin loud

But if you really want me no matter what you'd stay proud

I don't know much about you

but you seem real real cool

You say you like me so...

Can I be ya boo? 

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B F F’s





He/she said B F F’s best friends forever
We’ve been together through sunny and stormy weather
1,2,3,4, as the years past I shared moreOpened up and let you in without a key
Sittin’ here wondering
Why in the world did this happen to me
Through all the times good or bad
Now I’m thinking about what we used to have


He/she said B F F L’s best friends for life
I stood up for you alwaysEven when you weren’t right
U lied to meAre friendship is overIt’s my fault for being so stupid
Giving you my heart to just walk all over

Yes it was my fault I can live with that
But I still should’ve opened my eyes to see what
Would be made out of this
Now that I think of it
Everyone used to come to me
And they’d tell me what you
Have said or doneI never really listened …
But you, I’m not missin’


I’m okay now I know betterYour waistin’ you money on stamps
Cause any other time you send me a letter
It comes back like karma “Return to Sender”

Were not B F F’s, B F F L’s or nuthin’I found out god is the only one that I can put my trust in .


By: Renee Cowart

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When I have peace in my heart

I feel that no matter what goes on in the world

I will be okay

My surroundings are suffering but i pay no attention to that...

Because i have peace in my heart

And while i have that peace

yes

I will be okay

I will not feel any pain

Everyone around me will/can be damned to hell

Before I let them take my peace away

Some days I have felt so many emotions

I just can't feel any more

I have hurt been hurt so much

I laugh in death's face

I feel I can turn to no one and say how I truly feel

Peace in my heart...

Now that's somethin'I can feel. 

Tags: peace

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RUN UP PLEASE

I'm sittin here smilin

ya mom still cryin

9-1-1 had to be what they were dialin'(g)

Shouldn't have ran up

Tol' ya'll I'll brake her jaw

Ya'll musta thought I was Chris Brown

When i was runnin bat Bish from

"Wall to wall"

Tags: stuff

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