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Halo....
Halo by the pussycat dolls and Halo by Beyonce couldn't be more similar if they wanted to be but for that reason I relate to them both... If I had to pick a fav though I'm leaning more towards PCD's halo being as though I feel alot of people could relate to it...here's a the lyrics from both. which one do you guys relate to more?

HALO-BY BEYONCE

Remember those walls I built?
Well, baby they are tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But, I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had, you break it
It's the risk that I'm taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo
Halo, ooh ooh.....

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had, you break it
It's the risk that I'm taking
I'm never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo
Halo, ooh ooh.....
I can feel your halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo
Halo, ooh ooh.....
Halo, ooh ooh.....
Halo, ooh ooh, ooooh........

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo
Halo, ooh oooh.......
I can feel your halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo
Halo, ooh oooh.......


HALO-BY PUSSYCAT DOLLS

I can make love feel just like heaven
I can be a little devil in bed and
Even clean and cook your breakfast
But I'm not perfect
I can take off when you need that time
I can cheerlead for you from the sideline
Whisper in your ear so divine
But I'm not perfect

[Chorus]
I hope you can forgive me baby
for all of the mistakes I've made
Be patient with me baby I'm just trying to make my way
I'm not a super hero sorry I couldn't save your day?.
But believe me when I say...
That I'm sorry I couldn't wear your halo, halo, halo, halo
I'm sorry I couldn't be your angel, angel, angel, angel
I'm sorry I couldn't wear your halo, halo, halo, halo
I'm sorry I didn't stroke your ego, ego, ego oh no
Was willing but I guess wasn't able
Sorry I couldn't wear your halo

I know how to put your mind at ease and
I can dress you for all four season
Surprise you for no reason
But I'm not perfect?..no
Fall on my knees and pray for our love
Promise not to let anything come between us
How could you let us fall apart all because?.
I'm not perfect

[Chorus]
I hope you can forgive me baby 
for all of the mistakes I've made
Be patient with me baby I'm just trying to make my way
I'm not a super hero sorry I couldn't save your day?.
But believe me when I say?..
That I'm sorry I couldn't wear your halo, halo, halo, halo
I'm sorry I couldn't be your angel, angel, angel, angel
I'm sorry I couldn't wear your halo, halo, halo, halo
I'm sorry I didn't stroke your ego, ego, ego oh no
Was willing but I guess wasn't able
Sorry I couldn't wear your halo
(Sorry I couldn't wear your halo) (Halo, halo)

Oh its like you never knew my heart...
I swear sometimes you are so hard on me
Cause I'm not everything that u want me to be
I'm so sorry, I didn't want you to see me this way
I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to fall from grace
I didn't mean to fall from grace!!!!!!

I'm sorry I couldn't wear your halo, halo, halo, halo
I'm sorry I couldn't be your angel, angel, angel, angel
I'm sorry I couldn't wear your halo, halo, halo, halo
I'm sorry I didn't stroke your ego, ego, ego oh no
Was willing but I guess wasn't able
Sorry I couldn't wear your halo, halo

Tags: music, halo

RELATIONSHIPS: Thoughts from a 24 yr old.

 

I would like to first say that “I AM NOT A RELATIONSHIP EXPERT”, none whatsoever, and that “I AM NOT A KNOW IT ALL OR THINK I KNOW EVERYTHING” because I will be the first person to tell you that I DON’T. I can only tell you what the situations I have been thru personally have taught me and helped me to realize.  Plz remember these r only my opinions and should not be taken offensively.

 

With that being said the things that I have learned:

 

*Not every person you meet will be “THE ONE”. Some people r put in ur life to teach you sum type of lesson and that a lot of ppl will come and go.

 

*YOU WILL GET HURT at sum point thru-out ur relationship, not sayin that it'll be huge but accept that its apart of the process, and its just a part of life. Besides u will neva truly know how it feels to feel good unless u’ve had something to compare it to.

 

*and this is sumthing that I really had to learn…Keep the main factors and ur relationship problems to urself. The less amounts of other ppl’s thoughts u have in ur head the better u’ll be able to make ur own decisions. Only consult ur friends when u need to.

 

* Stop telling people about ur sex life… good or bad that info is for u and ur man/woman.

 

*Keep the communication as open as possible…u don’t have to tell each other every single thing but tell each other enuff that ur not hiding anything.

 

*Don’t ever let anyone tell u relationships are easy, they may seem so on the surface, but a relationship takes a lot of work and patience.

 

*Relationships r 50/50; if one person is carrying all the weight, that will cause that person to b stressed for what seems to be no reason

 

*Take ur time…enjoy things for what they are at the moment, when u rush into the future, u miss the little moments that r going on in the present.

 

* Its not about huge materialistic notions or gestures, small but yet personal notions or gestures have a greater impact than u will ever kno.

 

*YOU CAN’T CHANGE THEM; you have to be willing to accept ppl for who they are in their entirety. There is ALWAYS gonna be about someone that you just can not stand regardless of how good or perfect u think someone is, its just whether you can live with this flaw that will make the difference.

 

*NO ONE IS PERFECT aka allow room for error/ mistake sometimes. From mistakes come growth. But it all depends on the size of the mistake for what u decide to let slide.

 

* Never say anything or make any promises that you don’t plan to keep, it will come back to haunt you.

 

*Don’t hide who you really are, put it all out there front and center from the beginning cuz it will come out eventually so get it over with so there are no surprises.

Tags: pineapplez

I cry more than I smile

But nobody really knows

I mastered how to hide

What goes on inside.

But this time it's too much to take

The damn behind my eyes breaks

And the tears come rushing down my eyes

Like water over the falls

Emotions push with enormous force

And break thru walls as sadness appears on my face

Worry defeats my strength

As I wonder why I am here

In this set of emotions, so complex,

its vexing full of second-guessing

forever questioning if you want me,

well do you?

Let me know because right now

You hold the key to improve my mood

I'm tired of making excuses

I'm tired of feeling useless

Tired but yet so scared

Of not knowing what to do

The first one you forget

And the last one you remember

Well that's how I feel

That's what u give

Leaves me to wonder what it is

That I am doing wrong

And how long will it take for

Me to decide which side of

My mind, my heart, my soul will win

And only then when the 3 come in agreement

Will I truly be will I truly see

What destiny has in store. Because I don't

Wanna fail, but I can't try alone

I don't wanna jus let it go

Especially if this is just an obstacle

I am meant to go thru

Which just brings me to the million dollar question:

What do I do?

Nicole K.

Tags: Pineapplez

Teary eyed and in a state of weakening

I came to you…

Wondering if you could touch upon

And bring to life what looks as though

It's not beating…

Trying to hold it together

Pieces slipping thru the cracks

Of my fragile fingers…

Stitched and stapled, taped and glued

Wondering if you have the materials

To make what is broken brand new

Can you help me?

Asking shamelessly because I have

Nothing to lose, trying

To repair on my own what

Has been used and abused won't do

It takes the strength of 2, hoping the

Other half of this strength is you

Because I can't bare the shame of

going thru this pain again

there's now a hollow space in side

where love once resided and now there

a risk of it permanently taking flight

if I can't get this right and replace its home

it has no room to roam.

Faint beats drowned out by the sound

Of cries. Hearts so tired of trying

But without it inside I feel like I'm dying

Nicole K

Tags: Pineapplez

I sit motionless and watch the clock
In the dark corner of the room
The seconds hand continuously spins round
And the minute hand won’t move
One minute just won’t turn into two
I don’t know what to do
My mind wanders aimlessly
The look as though I’m in a daze
Is worn upon my face
Time keeps on moving for you
But for me it’s broken…I’m stuck
But that’s just my luck
What could I have done to be here?
What did I miss that is so near?
This clock has stopped for something
What am I not seeing that’s there?
The window above the clock
Shows no promise, the light never changes
So there’s not really a chance of me knowing
What time of day it really is…
Not thinking to check that the
Battery might be dead my mind
Reacts a little as this all floats in my head
The battery has sum type of life,
The seconds hand still spins but
The minute hand won’t start so
This hour can’t end…
My minutes are not wasting away
Because it’s in this minute that I stay
I count down 60 seconds
And this minute hand still won’t move
60…59…58… I’m starting to look
For something to do
57…56…55… I pinch myself to see
If I’m still alive
I’m fully awake but it seems
Like a nightmare
I’m standing right here and the
Answer is right there, needing to get
From point a to point c, but I’m lost to find b
My mind has gone blank
My thoughts have now left me
No longer able to fully think
I might need a shrink
To tell me this is all an illusion
I need sum type of conclusion
What the hell is up with time and my mind?
There’s something that I’m missing
Something that doesn’t belong in this picture
I hope I catch some glimpse of an ending
Because this cycle is vicious.


Nicole K

Tags: Pineapplez

:Dream:

  Thoughts pace
Mind races
Body waits
The feeling of you hand
Hovering over my skin
Body in a state of shock
Paralyzed by my thoughts
Touch me, I want to scream
Lingering the tingling sensation covers me
You do you tease me so?
My soul cries out to be touched by you
My body lies motionless...
Asleep..
What more can I do but dream,
Dream away during this heavenly torturing…
Dreaming away in this heavenly...
Clouds part and emotion pours down
Like rain, you are the reigning
Champion of my soul
No one as a hold on me
Like you do, soul reaches up
And goes right through you
Because our bodies have not yet
Connected, starting to feel
A little neglected as thoughts
Travel thru the unknown and
Unexpected…but yet I'm protected
Within the boundaries that shield in
You and me, but still am
I dreaming
How is it that I feel
Every motion, every notion
That you body suggests
Your every emotion committed
Emitted thru your finger tips
Flip the switch, and you can see
As on the light goes, and my body
Glows like the after affects
From having sex, but we haven't
Touch yet…physically….
You've penetrated and invaded
My body's sanctum every
Inch of my inner space
Mind paces, body races
Thoughts waits
And wait and wait
As the mental orgasms
Claim my entire body.
I wanna wake up and grab you
Forget asking if I can have you,
Wanna tear off and take all of you
That I need, but when I wake up will
I still be in a dream?

Nicole K.

 

:A lover’s Air:

  The nights that I lay beside you
Holding on to every, thoughts of your essence
Drawing you closer with every breath that I take
No longer awake because I only have you when I dream
So what does this mean?
My arms reach out to hold you
But in reality you’re nothing but air
You’re in my head, never really there,
Never really where I’d always hoped you’d be
Can never see you in a way I’d hoped I’d see
All I can do is breathe…
Close my eyes and dream
All I wanna do is sleep
All I wanna do is be, with you

Whenever, wherever, how ever that means.

Hoping that in this world when I dream
Will invade my reality
Reality, of mine that is so cloudy,
I live in my mind anyway
When I am awake thoughts overcrowd my mind
And I can never find serenity
It seems to be the only place where I am at peace…
Nights that I lay beside you
In this bed that we share
In this bed of air, in this bed of nothing there
Nothing there but just air
My world is so unfair…..


Nicole K.

 

Tags: Love