Regret
I see you out there laughing and enjoying life
and i see you dancing late into the night
i reach out and try to touch the things i used to love
but no matter how hard i try its not enough
i scream and i yell and raise all hell
but you cant hear me, its like your under a spell
i cant taste the food that you scarf down
i cant feel the wind that blows from the south
i cant feel the love that i used to feel
because i have a disease that cant be healed
the sun that used to beat down on my skin
and the shining beautiful rain come together and blend
into a mixture that constantly tortures me
i cant believe i used to wish not to be
so now im speaking to you and giving u a warning
you better enjoy each day, each evening, each morning
because when its gone you will miss them i promise
they're the things that keep sanity among us
i see you out there laughing and enjoying each other
i should have thought more before i pulled that trigger.
