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I stray off cuz at times i feel im betta off.I try 2 find happiness and end up wit sadness.I cant get nothin right,everyday we fuss and fight.We once shared a bond that was unbreakable and strong,now its 2 a point where we hardly get along.I dont wanna let go cuz i love her wit my whole mind,body and soul.When i was broken she made me whole.I love her inside and out and from head 2 toe.I wanna wake up 2 her for the rest of my life,but someway,somehow i lost  my wife.She makes me hurt and she makes me cry,but without her i just couldnt survive.Without her i just feel hollow inside.I just want you 2 ove me,your love is what makes me truly happy.

Demons growin within,I feel this is a battle that i will not win.I feel the demons takin over,they knocked that angel right of my shoulder.The good in me is departin,these demons are travelin,leavin me wit no hope or reasonin.They plant seeds of negetivity,as it grows they take over me.I feel my body burnin within.....blood turned 2 fire it flows through my viens makin my heart pump with rage.Smoke cloudin my mind leavin me unable 2 think,I have now become my own weakest link.I have developed into that demon implanted by the devil's seamen.....

i wish i could hold you in my arms 4ever,kiss you and reassure you that things will get betta.I wish i could make all of your dreams come true,I wanna make sure your always happy and never blue.I wish i could free you from all the pain you feel,my greatest desire is 2 help your heart heal.I wish i could make love 2 you all night long,i'de please you over and over till the son comes up and the moon is gone.I wish you could 4ever be mine....and if i lost u,i'de wish 2 travel back 2 the time you were mine.

jealousy got the best of me,jealousy brought out the beast in me.Jealousy made me cross the line and almost lose my mind 2 later wish i could turn back the hands of time.Jealousy......

i thought i loved you,but love turned to obsession;bringing hurt and frustration,crazy obsession was a curse instead of a blessin.your presence was a drug and i feened for your attention.i needed to hear ur voice day and night,callin you just to pick a fight.i loved you secretly,then confessed to u willingly,not knowing that ur responce would only hurt me.i didnt give up easily,you told me that at one point you were feelin me,so i tried my hardest to make your feelings resuface for me.nothin worked,we were to far apart for me to demonstrate to you that you were my heart.i got tired of chasin you and told you i was ready to mingle and ur response was no you gotta stay single.but fuck that i'm tired of your game,and my feelings have changed.so what i felt for you was obsession,and now i look back and see it as a life lesson. 

i dont know what 2 do.I love her but im fallin 4 u. i honestly aint tryin 2 hurt u. the time we've spent 2gether has taken its toll,now over my heart i have no control. we new what it was in da beggining,but now we've grown sum mutual feelings.i'm juz as confused as u,i'm fuckin stuck n dont know what 2 do.i'm tryin 2 give it sum time but i'm runnin out of time.i have 2 make up my mind.these girls never did anything 2 hurt me,i promised them i would make dem happy.now my time iz runnin out and bam will soon b out.what do i say n what do i do?come next year mimi will b out 2.i filled their heads up with hopes n dreams,at the time it was da truth but now a gotta come clean.i'm feelin da 1 im with now,i gotta find a way 2 fix dis someway,somehow.more than 1 heart is gonna b broken,includin mine but da truth has 2 b spoken.they gonna hate me cuz wit me they loved again n wit me they'll HURT again!!!!!!

I am a prisoner of my own thoughts. They are held captive in my mind. My thoughts almost reach freedom...they get to the tip of my tongue, ready to speak freely and down come the gates of my mouth, once again imprisoning my thoughts, sending them to the cell I call my mind. My thoughts go through torture, constantly nearly tasting freedom. The thoughts build up, recieving new prisoners everyday, the cell I call my mind has almost reached it's full capacity....now what?!!! As the thoughts build up so does the frustration and confusion, so many emotions in such a small cell. All I have to do is speak...but I cant find the key to unlock the thoughts that are imprisoned in my cell.

Drowning in a pool of my own tears, looking back on the past whishing I was still there. Lungs filling up I should come up for air, but the chaos is gone....maybe I should stay down here. Eyes swolen from sheding tears of regrets and sadness, drowning in my tears cuz I cant escape the madness. Tears pouring down my face droping to my feet, with each fallen tear I become more weak and I can no longer speak. Whatching the pool of tears rise above my eyes, I dont even blink I now longer wish to be alive. My vision gets blurry and soon day turns into night, no longer breathing i'm giving up this fight. Yes my mind is at ease, I can smell the ocean and the trees!!!! It feels just like a dream. Then I woke up....damn the real world!!!!

As time goes by I fall for her n she falls for me.

8months later n i'm ready to get on 1 knee.

I say "baby I love u,lets get married"

she says ''yes,lets start a family"

As time goes by we continue 2 fall more n more,finaly i've come 2 realize she's da one I adore n live for.

I'm fallin,she's fallin,we're fallin...

she's goin from my girl 2 my wife,now i dedicate myself to givin her the world for da rest of our life.

I'm da happiest i've ever been....all i wanna do is continue fallin.

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