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I'm here you don't have to question that.
For 13 years it's been you & me.
I've always had your back.
Through all the mess
and all the times we thought we were through,
no matter what came our way
the Love always stayed true.
I never believed love could last so long.
I thought it would eventually die.
We loved passed our pain
and learned to comfort each other when we cry.
Humble enough to apologize and admit our wrongs.
Realizing I was always there
and for the both of us, Stayed Strong.
Cherishing every moment
that there was an US in our lives.
I was a nonbeliever
until I met Love at First Sight.
Preparation for a love so Grand.
I looked into my Baby's eyes, & said I do,
as I held his hand.
As I dream of you I envision imperfect decisions. Don't talk, Baby, just listen as I act on my intuition. Should I go or should I stay? Should I come back after I've walked away? Would our differences jeopardize our love & all that? Or can the fear of pain justify the way we act? When you look at me do you see a part of your past? Is that why you close your heart to me because you're afraid it won't last? I can't tell you, we won't have to learn to love, but I can tell you this, it's not as hard as you're thinking of. It's going to be a process I must admit, but there's nobody else I'd rather share it with. Let's work through our pain. Now that I'm here you'll never be alone again. When hurt finds you just turn around, & I'm behind you. I'll be there to dry your tears & shield your heart. & fight off all that nonsense that's trying to pull us apart.
I'm loving him @ all times. Regardless of what they say & no matter his status. I'll continue 2 hold it down even tho they may talk about us. Saying, "He'll never B nothing, there's no hope 4 him, why stick around?" They don't understand. They jus jealous of this love I've found. We ain't perfect, we both have our own imperfections. That's what makes me love U; ain't no second guessing. I love UR honesty & UR opinionated mind. I don't have 2 stress, because there's hope N UR eyes. All I have I give it 2 U freely. I open up my heart so loving me can B easy.
I dream of Genie & all the wishes I'd like 2 make. With a cloud of smoke, after a trembling shake, my Genie asked, "What is UR wish 4 2day?" I had 2 choose wisely cause after 3 he'd go away. Now that I have this opportunity, what should I wish? What do I want 4 besides all this? Thinking hard but not 2 long. I thought about my family, my friends, & enemies that did me wrong. But none of that seemed 2 matter when I close my eyes. I began 2 C UR face & felt good Nside. I hid a smile as I began 2 cry CN memories of all those times I let U pass me by. I took a deep breath & struggled with my words, just a few. All I asked my Genie 4 was U.
I look N2 UR eyes & I C the future ahead. I cloud my thoughts with negativity Nstead. Y I do, I do not know. MayB because I've been hurt so many times B4. U assure me time after time. But some1 else has already used a few of those lines. So, please, do not get agitated when I sigh in disbelief. Trust me, Baby, it's not U it's me. I know U mean well & my best Nterest is @ UR heart. I'm jus having a hard time tryN 2 pull the 2 apart. Bad & Good; Lies & Truth; Honor & Betrayal; Past Relationships & U. My mind is boggled everyday. I'm soar afriad I'll push U away. There R a few days I've mastered 4getfulness. Then there R those days, of me, it gets the best. The good thing is I'm satisfied & content. It's just those memories that's hard 2 deal with. I've always heard it that love is blind. I put my hand N UR hand & open it's eyes.
N UR arms I feel safe, protected from the craziness that goes on day 2 day. I talk 2 U & confide N U. I love U & won't lie 2 U. We've had our ups, & when things went down it got dirty. But thru it all, Baby, U were well worth it. Even when it came 2 that other chick. U thought I would leave, but I knew all about it. All I asked was 4 U 2 stick around. I wasn't ready 2 give up on U jus now. It was hard, Baby, but we worked it out. Overcame that obstacle & cleared all doubts. They said we couldn't make it & I'd B a fool 2 let U stay. U pulled me N UR arms & rock me slow as we lay. Who's 2 say that they life is perfect? Who's 2 say they ain't stuck around when they thought it was worth it? U looked N2 my eyes & thanked me 4 my understanding. I kissed U on UR lips & said without it & patience we couldn't manage
I wanted U near me. I hated U because of UR charm. & when U touched me I fell back N2 UR arms. I held an ocean of tears & questioned seem like everything. All the hurt U gave me & mixed emotions; 2 top it off U presented a ring. I gave all I had & tried 2 love U. What should I say? U did an awful thing, then up & went away. I haven't heard from U N months since it all happened. No closure, no good-bye, U just left me sitting around asking. After 2 months I decided that U should B found. I needed 2 know Y U just don't come around. U told me I was perfect & I was jus 2 damn good. & I said, "I wish that phrase was understood." U said I made it 2 easy by not asking where U B. U said it began 2 weigh on U that U cheat. U said she like arguing, fussing, & fighting. U said I was different from all the others; R was U jus lying? Y should I fuss bout where U B? Y can't I jus trust that U'll love me? 2 N a half months went by & UR voice I still haven't heard. So I asked U was it over for us & U didn't say a word. U said U weren't ready 2 let me go & that U were confused. Y are U still holding on 2 me? Y pretend U don't know what 2 do? U haven't called R visited N 4 N a half months & I'm walking around here acting like everything is OK putting on a front. Now U stand here with this ring. What am I supposed 2 say 2 U? U got down on UR knee & said, "Baby, please say I do."
I walked towards U & U stepped aside. I looked directly @ U & U closed UR eyes. I smiled & U smiled back. Finally a response, I thought there was a difference N the way U act. I proceeded a hug & U hold up UR guard. Damn, speakN 2 U 2 day is hard. So, I use my body language just 2 appeal 2 UR desire. U began 2 dodge me. What happened 2 the fire? The closer I get 2 U the more distant U become. I can't understand where these actions R coming from. I rubbed my eyes 2 get a clear view. There's something going on 2day. There's something wrong wit U. I figured out Y we just couldn't align our angle. I can clearly C now, it wasn't U it was a Stranger.
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I heard Monte pull up outside. I knew it was him, because of the loud music. I heard the keys when they hit the kitchen counter. So, I quickly got myself together and pretended to be sleep. He got out of his clothes and slid under the covers next to me. I could feel him watching me, so I shifted a little bit. He began caressing my face, which is something he always did if I fell asleep before him. “Michelle, I’m sorry.” he whispered. I wanted to jump up and give him a piece of my mind, but instead I just sunk into his arms. He kissed me on the temple and whispered, “I love you.” At that moment the fact that he cheated wasn’t important anymore. I began to feel sleepy and I haven’t slept well in days. I needed the rest. And just like a newborn baby that was swaddled, I fell asleep.
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