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hi everybody..How it going

I know it's been awhile since I have been here. I do apoogize.  I had a few things and changes going in my life.  I went with a different publishing company and i republished my book with them.  The company is called outskirtpess.com and my book "Finding the Way Home was released in June 2009.  It took some time but it was worth it.  My book is and amzon.com, barnesandnoble.com, and my book site, http://outskirtspress.com/findingthewayhome.  I am also on facebook if you ever search for me, ww.facebook.com/fabiolasully

peace and blessings

This Day

I never thought
This day would come.
Whrn I feel more alive.
And I could say I survived.
I got the strength to get out of bed.
And looked out my window.
The sun was shining on my face.
As I grinned,
Relinquishing the darkness,
That had spread through my room.
I watched the trees and the birds,
the people walking by,
the children playing,
and I knew I wasn't an outsider anymore.
I never thought this day would come.
When I could open my eyes.
See clearly what is in front of me,
The beginning of my new life.

Me

I know I have made some mistakes.
I know I have problems to deal with.
Dealing with the pressures of society.
And the way my mind is going.
It may seem that I'm going crazy.
that I'm losing my head.
I'm hearing noise,
From both sides.
Trying to set me straight.
But they are not helping me.
All I see is people giving me opinions.
Making my condition worse.
But I am starting to see things,
In a different light.
They cannot rid of them.
and they can't leave on theor own.
the only person,
Who can put control in this situation is,
ME!

The Other Side

Please don't send me to the other side.
You wouldn't like me if you did.
I'll change into another being.
My eyes will flare,
My skin will boil.
I'll roar like the leo,
while shooting off words of the devil.
Losing control,
Of my body and psyche.
Trying to struggle,
To get into neutral.
So please don'r send me to the other side.
You wouldn't like me if you did.

My Candy Bar

My candy bar,
No nuts, no raisins,
Can be milk chocolate,
Or just plain dark.
I get a little temptation,
Every time I see it.
I open the wrapper,
and look at it with passion.
I take a bite out of it.
Not even chewing,
Just letting the taste fill my mouth,
and entice every part of my body.
But sometimes it's not good to have it all at once.
So I put it back in the wrapper,
and save it for next time.
My candy bar.

the Brick wall

There's a brick wall,
All around me.
To keep me away from the poison,
And toxins from the other side,
Nobody could climb overi t,
Or break it down,
The more it becomes tampered,
the bigger and stronger it becomes.
So I feel more secure.
Nobody could get to me.
But sometimes I fel,the wall is laughing at me.

The Other Side

Please don't send me to the other side.
You wouldn't like me if you did.
I'll change into another being.
My eyes will flare,
My skin will boil.
I'll roar like the Leo,
While shooting off words of the devil.
Losing control,
Of my body and psyche.
Trying to struggle,
To get into neutral.
So please don't send me to the other side.
You woudn't like me if you did.

The Gift

I give you this gift.
to show how much you mean to me.
It's not something I could wrap.
Or put in a box.
But there's a catch to this gift.
You must handle it with care.
Treasure it like it was your own.
and remember who gave it to you.
Cause it cost me a lot,
and I can't get a refund back from it.

The Road

The scattered glass pieces,
The used old needles,
Around to hurt me.
The papers and garbage.
The cracks and mold,
Making it less attractive.
All covered with thick smoke,
and toxic waste everywhere,
Sending shivers down my spine.
I felt a little light-headed as I walked.
With the smaell of vomit and filth in my path.
I don't know where I'm heading.
I don't know how long it will take me.
But I feel I will accomplish something,
That will change my life,
When I reach the end.

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