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Me

I know I have made some mistakes.
I know I have problems to deal with.
Dealing with the pressures of society.
And the way my mind is going.
It may seem that I'm going crazy.
that I'm losing my head.
I'm hearing noise,
From both sides.
Trying to set me straight.
But they are not helping me.
All I see is people giving me opinions.
Making my condition worse.
But I am starting to see things,
In a different light.
They cannot rid of them.
and they can't leave on theor own.
the only person,
Who can put control in this situation is,
ME!

The Other Side

Please don't send me to the other side.
You wouldn't like me if you did.
I'll change into another being.
My eyes will flare,
My skin will boil.
I'll roar like the leo,
while shooting off words of the devil.
Losing control,
Of my body and psyche.
Trying to struggle,
To get into neutral.
So please don'r send me to the other side.
You wouldn't like me if you did.

My Candy Bar

My candy bar,
No nuts, no raisins,
Can be milk chocolate,
Or just plain dark.
I get a little temptation,
Every time I see it.
I open the wrapper,
and look at it with passion.
I take a bite out of it.
Not even chewing,
Just letting the taste fill my mouth,
and entice every part of my body.
But sometimes it's not good to have it all at once.
So I put it back in the wrapper,
and save it for next time.
My candy bar.

the Brick wall

There's a brick wall,
All around me.
To keep me away from the poison,
And toxins from the other side,
Nobody could climb overi t,
Or break it down,
The more it becomes tampered,
the bigger and stronger it becomes.
So I feel more secure.
Nobody could get to me.
But sometimes I fel,the wall is laughing at me.

The Other Side

Please don't send me to the other side.
You wouldn't like me if you did.
I'll change into another being.
My eyes will flare,
My skin will boil.
I'll roar like the Leo,
While shooting off words of the devil.
Losing control,
Of my body and psyche.
Trying to struggle,
To get into neutral.
So please don't send me to the other side.
You woudn't like me if you did.

The Gift

I give you this gift.
to show how much you mean to me.
It's not something I could wrap.
Or put in a box.
But there's a catch to this gift.
You must handle it with care.
Treasure it like it was your own.
and remember who gave it to you.
Cause it cost me a lot,
and I can't get a refund back from it.

The Road

The scattered glass pieces,
The used old needles,
Around to hurt me.
The papers and garbage.
The cracks and mold,
Making it less attractive.
All covered with thick smoke,
and toxic waste everywhere,
Sending shivers down my spine.
I felt a little light-headed as I walked.
With the smaell of vomit and filth in my path.
I don't know where I'm heading.
I don't know how long it will take me.
But I feel I will accomplish something,
That will change my life,
When I reach the end.

pretty brown eyes

He has a certain look,
That would make his mama proud.
He has a smile.
that would light up a room.
He has a deep smooth voice.
That would blind you.
And his eyes,
His soft brown eyes shines through the light.
But look through them carefully.
They may be pretty,
But they're telling you something.
He's not what you thought he would be.
So turn arouns,
Don't look back.
He may be a dream.
But his pretty brown eyes,
Will put you back to reality.

today

Today I will dry my tears,
Wash the pain off my face,
Turn my frown into a smile,
Look at myself in the mirror,
Say how pretty I am,
Recognize my flaws and imperfections,
Push away the dark cloud above me,
Think positive thoughts
Tune out the negative energy,
Not take opinions lightly,
Follow my own beat of the frum,
Not let stress take over me,
Or worry about mistakes made,
And be the best person i can e.......
Today.